I was thinking about ALL the things I was afraid of. Just slightly above chickens (relatives of the T-rex so my fear is justified) are sharks and the sea.
In fact sharks are mostly the reason why Im so afraid of the sea. Seriously. I can’t even go in the sea when I go to Weymouth…I step in the waves and then I run away. Quick fact: It all comes down to when I was like 6. My brother and cousins went off to swim in the sea and I wanted to go to and I obviously couldn’t because I couldn’t swim. But off I went when my mum wasn’t looking and you know when you start to walk out to sea and at some point there’s like a dip, well, like a step thing? Well I came across one of those and I found myself casually drowning. Luckily my uncle appeared and I was OK but as he carried me back to my mum he said (I remember his words exactly) “you don’t want to go in the sea, the sharks will get you” and to this day I’m scared shitless whenever I’m near the sea. Anyway I thought wouldn’t it be good if one day I can say “I faced my biggest fear” SO GUESS WHAT IM IN THE MIDDLE OF BOOKING:
A SHARK CAGE DIVE. 0_0
I’m combining BOTH of my biggest fears!!! O_O
It won’t be until late next year but still! How freaking amazing is that!
My inbox is officially empty. (FINALLY! Sorry it took me a long time, it took me a while sort through them) HOWEVER for some reason some people are not receiving MY replies and sometimes I’m not receiving THEIR MESSAGES/REPLIES. If you have sent me a message and I haven’t replied please let me know. I’m not ignoring you, I answer ALL messages that I receive…unless they’re not nice.
I CHALLENGE EVERYONE to find SOMEONE in your dash who DOES NOT seem to be having a GOOD day and send them a message SAYING something nice :) REBLOG IF YOU W-I-L-L do this ! you may never know, you might MAKE someones DAY! :D
I've just spent a very long time being a massive creeper and creeping your tumblr all the way back to the beginning and such. You are so fricken wonderful that I'm crying. Like gosh Charlie, you're so wonderful and beautiful. Inside and out. Everything you have posted to me tonight really just hit my heart so hard and was so helpful. I felt so low tonight. Lower than ever. But you, you really helped. I love you Charlie. So effing much!!
Thank you. I love everything you've ever posted. I love that you say things that make me a better person. I love that youre so honest with me and you help push me down the right path so I could hopefully get better.
I may not be better yet but do not deny the fact that you have changed my life. You truly truly truly inspire me. I look up to you in so many ways. I don't always feel like I want to get better but the times that I do are mostly because of you.
Thank you for being in my life and for being so wonderful and for having such a big heart and for not rejecting me and for caring about me. I know I overload you with messages and I'm sorry but it's really just because I love your beautiful self and I just always have stuff to say to you.
I love you to pieces Charlie. I do.
This message made my day sammy! I had to publish it! And you know that I’ve started to only answer messages privately - as you have in fact have like million trillion messages lol!
You make me out to be amazing when Im really not lol!!!!!!!!
I want you to know that you are special, lovely and amazing person. I feel so lucky to have met you! I was looking at the first message you sent me and my reply and was like “at this point, we had NO idea we’d soon be good friends sending letters to each other in the post” (Im nearly finished writing your letter by the way, its very long and weird lol, my mum said she’d lend me some money for the postage - so you’ll have it soon ^_^) How crazy is that???
I want you to know that everything I have ever said to you is the truth and I mean every word I say. You don’t realize how much your worth and how much you mean to me. Im going to be there when you say “Im better” No matter how long it takes. I PROMISE!
I want to thank YOU for being in MY life, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SPECIAL!!!!!
My dad is still trying to imitate your voice lol! EMBARRASSING! He can’t do it, he sounds lie a chipmunk - its awful.
I LOVE YOU SO FREAKING MUCH - YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE ^_^
chin up lovely. You deserve to be happy - you spend all your time sending lovely messages and making other people smile that you forget about yourself. You’re amazing.
Just listen for one moment because some of you people don't seem to understand. I'm not gay but I support everyone's right to love who they love and not get judged - its a basic human right, I'm not religious but I support a persons to right to believe and I understand what religion means to some people, I have strong opinions but accept that others have opinions to and to be honest I couldn't care less about your sexual orientation, religious views or your opinions. They're NOT what I judge people by. I judge people by how they REACT and TREAT individuality. I don't like bullying. Never have. Never will. My blog is BULLY FREE ZONE!
You're so very fantastic and caring and SPLENDID! :)
So are you lovely! I got your letter in the post! I LOVED IT! I spent my nightshift reading it and replying, the letter Im writing you is starting to become a full blown project! I LOVED the magnets =) and as instructed I haven’t opened all the letters =) I FRICKIN LOVE YOU! You have NO idea how special you are.
I would like sammy to know that she is brilliant. I love her very much. She is such an amazing little beauty =) she also writes FUCKING AMAZING letters which I received in the mail yesterday BUT my dad forgot to tell me until I left for work last night. So I have spent my night shift replying to her letter =) (although as promised only certain envelopes have been opened) I LOVED IT!! And sammy I never received you reply to my message =( for some reason Im not fricking getting all messages and some people are not fricking recieving my messages =( sothisiseverything.tumblr.com
Im on nightshift at the moment so this message may not make any sense I just wanted to say after checking my messages Im really shocked at how many video ideas people have sent! And to that cocky anon who sent the message ‘strip tease video would be nice’ the message made me laugh but my shirt is staying firmly on! Keep the ideas coming guys!
Before I go and get some sleep before my nightshift
Just a quick note, I have some freaking little amazing minions. Theres a bunch of you following all three blogs now. Thats dedication. I feel special. A lot of you are following both text/picture blog and now a small little bunch are following all three blogs. I freaking love you guys. :) My little minion army. You guys are great.